I know the law and I know this is probably frowned upon.
But I just don’t know how to deal with my feelings for him. Generally there are no specific laws saying who you can date and who you can’t date.
At 15, intimacy would clearly be considered illegal.
15 could be considered Legal under a "Romeo and Juliet" law.
Other states imply a different method which, like the federal statute, takes into account the relative ages of both people.