It rises from the hot cups of coffee you share and hovers over the room when you find yourself together, chatting with all your closest women – your mother, your grandmother, your sisters, your cousins, your aunts and great aunts.
It’s there when you run home for refuge and drop your bags and let out a cry that you’d held all the way up until that point.
“The song ‘Landslide’ has helped me a lot during this. He admitted he’d been fucking his secretary for months (cliche, I know) – including the night she dreamt of it.
The majority of Saionji's fans are genuine submissive personalities.
Some of these girls will find an outlet for this in BDSM fetishism later in their lives, but this is probably not the case for Wakaba, the reason being that Wakaba has considerable maternal tendencies, and probably associates being needed with wife roles like mothering, cooking, and cleaning.
There isn't anything particularly exceptional about Wakaba, and in action she's no different than 90% of the students in the school.
The only thing that makes her exceptional is her friendship with Utena.
And it becomes a problem when the signs and bad feelings aren’t just about your own life.